Thursday, October 23, 2008

Time flies...

It's exactly a year since we had been together. Time really flies... Remember how we first came together and how you have been there when I hit my low. Still remember that I was walking you home and it started to rain. Never had I felt more alive than the moments I spent with you. You said: " If you continue to poke me, I will bite you. ", that's what I did and that's what you do.

Never will I forget the moment our eyes met... how we became a couple from friends in a single night. Even though we were not together for very long, the joy and happiness you brought to me is more than what I've experience in my 19 years of life. But all that is nothing more than memories... You've melt the ice in me that had been with me for 6 years... but now it's thicker than before. Never have I blame you for leaving and neither did I expose the lies you told... all I did is to close my eyes and pretended nothing happened.

A lot of people said that first love is always the most memorable one and I have to agree with it. Even the simplest thing like sending you home everyday seems so memorable and fresh in my mind. How I wish I could relive the moments I spent with you but I know that's impossible...

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Boring day...

Today is a rather boring and tiring day for me. Went to school and had to go through 5 hours of torturing lectures straight. Biostatistic is okay for me, understand what the teacher is talking about for the 2 hours and know the concept. The other 3 hours was really dry, there is only words, words and more words (especially true to Biochemistry) and was almost on an empty state when I was in the lecture.

After that, we had an hour of break, which really was a relief after going through the series of lectures. And then came the practical, saw the indian lecturer that taught us Organic chemistry. All I can say is he is a very tall man with a loud voice and a rather strong indian accent. I wonder where he's from? Anyway, the practical itself is rather easy, assembling the models of certain organic compound and drawing the structure. The theory is rather 'Chim' but I think I catch the ball already after an explanation by Mr Ragu, the practical instructor.

After school went to meet my friends at Bishan, we walked around and went to eat. In the midst of eating (nearing finishing), my friend discovered a worm in her soup, which did freak her out a bit. But got to say the soup taste rather nice though. After eating, we went to an arcade to play which tired us out and walked home from Bishan.

Tomorrow will be having practicals, and have to wake up a bit earlier to prepare the flowchart. Hope everything will be going fine tomorrow.

Monday, October 20, 2008

앵무새



Ddo eo je cheo reom da si keu rib seub ni da
Bo go sip peun mam jul ji do an neun ji
Ja ggu man keu dae ga ddeo o reub ni da
He a ryeo bol su rok deo nun mul nab ni da
Hum chyeo nae bwa do heu reu neun nun mul re
Ki eok gi ddo da reun ki eok geu ro ben jyeo a peu ge nal
Ul rib ni da
Bat deun geot man it seo seo nae gen hu hee bbun nin de
Jum ge eob neum nal keu daen ddo it jeul gga
Geib bi na

Chorus: 
Sa rang hab ni da nan nan sa rang hab ni da
Keu dae e ge bae eun man go
Man neun mal deul jung e
I mal ha na ib beo reut cheo reom na
Jung eol geo rib ni da hon ja ba bo cheo reom
Mi an hab ni da cham cham mi an hab ni da
Dwi neut jeun I mal gga ji mi an ha ji man
Yeom chi eob si keu duel ki da rib ni da
Haeng yeo nae il reun dol ra ol gga

Keu dae ran sae jang I bi jom gin hae seo do
Joh ha seub ni da haeng bok hae seup ni da
I beyol reul mol ra eon 
Eon yeong weon eul mit deot deon keu nal ro na ggeum me ra do
Dol ra gal su it da myeon nae ma eum meul mo a seo
Nae ka seum meul deol reo seo da keu dael 
Juk ten de

Chorus

I ma eum
Ggeut nae keu daen mol ra ol su eob seo do
Keu dae ga byeon hae deo
Nan a ni ra do bol reo bo go
Da si bul reo bop ni da
Aeng mu sae cheo reom keu dae I reum
Keu dae sa rang man I reoh ke

Friday, October 17, 2008

郭静 - 我不想忘記你



我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Haiz...

Have been rather emo lately, don't know why. Anyway, time for some update.
Went to help my ah ma at her stall and was scalded rather badly. Took about 30 seconds for me to realise the pain, maybe I'm lost in my chain of thoughts but my hand was okay. After that, I went to the arcade for my drumming session and attracted quite a crowd (I thought I've improved in my drumming) but realise that it maybe my hand that attracted the attention of the people, haha. Here's a picture of it:


Look disgusting? Wait till you see my hand now, it look so painful to others but it kind of okay for me. The first few days after been scalded is like hell, it's like burning and watering non-stop and was unable to get a good night sleep. After about a week, went to the polyclinic to get an MC for MINDs carnival, but i haven give the MC as I don't know who to find ! Also went to a run at macritchie reservoir with a friend of mine. Well, maybe it's more of a walk then a run. Her stamina was so bad that she was breathless after less than 0.5km and managed to take some picture on the way:


Notice my other hand is behind me? That's because it's the scalded hand. Anyway, school has been quite a bored these few days,  just lectures and nothing much. Look out for more update then... :)

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Start of the new month...

Have been M.I.A for the three days. Started this month in a great way. Woke up early and went to help my granny at her stall and all I can say is busy. My uncle come to the stall and saw me, then he left -.-''' How helpful of him. After an hour or two, came my 2nd aunt which helped out for quite awhile. After which came my cousin and pester me to tell her ghost stories about my school. Had a rather good start I would say, helped my granny till 12plus and when home.

I've missed my dinner with my friends due to M.I.A, didn't pick up their call or replied their message. Quite a bad thing to do but no choice (I too need time alone). It's weird when you see that people you know is moving forward in life and you are stucked in the same place (maybe I moved a bit?).

Will be starting school in a few weeks time, need to recharge myself and discipline myself. Start of the new month, and seems like it's the start of rainy season. Should I extend my M.I.A period or end it soon? Not very sure also. Going to find myself back hopefully before school starts...