Oh no~

Hmmm, today was okay. Went to the meeting at school for the project discussion. Haha, I think that by next week, we will be filming the thingy already. But I still need to find my singlet or white t-shirt for it.

Anyway, went home and started singing like any other days... and took a nap. When I woke up, I felt that my throat is a bit sore. Hmmm, must be the peach tea I drank! Maybe plus a little bit of over-stretching of my voice -.-''' So my throat is damn itchy now! 

Going Sentosa tomorrow! Hope that this time I get to tan myself, and maybe get a serious sun burns :P Here's one of my favourite song by Patti Labelle, titled: "Somewhere over the rainbow" 

Enjoy~

Haha, was reading about astrology just now. Haha, kind of interesting. Since a rather young age, I've been interested in the more mystical side of things. Starting with astrology, it slowly branches out to numerology, feng shui and other aspect of "occult" studies. Lol, been a science student, can you see the irony of all this?

Anyway, back to astrology. Saw some traits of my sign and decided to blog a little about it. Here a list of traits and what I thought:

+ traits                                            

• Dedication: Yup, I think I got that for most things I do.                                    
  
• Magnetism: Maybe? Maybe wierd will be a more suitable word :P
• Tenderness: Okay okay lor...
• Inspiration: Currently, I don't think I have that :S
• Sovereignty: Chim word, but I don't think I have this :P
• Clairvoyance: Hmmm, I'm a nail... I get induced by them? Get it?
• Intuition: Have that, it's an on/off thingy... but I keep it to myself.
• Sagacity: Another chim word, don't think I've reached there yet... 
• Compassion: A desire to help is the meaning... I got it, but it's not translated to action.
• Discretion: Yup, I got it (most of the time). I keep my mouth tight :P
• Attractiveness: Haha, I won't say I'm attractive, but I used to be an attraction :P

- trait

• Fanaticism: To a certain extent, true.
  
• Sadism: I don't do that, I believe in karma :P 
• Suspicion: Sometimes~ 
• Revenge: Once again, karma.
• Intransigence: Well, I'll stick to it if I truly believe in it :P
• Mercilessness: Hmmm, I think I can do that... if I got the need to... No experience yet :S
• Presumption: Maybe once or twice? Most of the time, nope.
• Extravagance: Not really? Maybe on little little things. I don't have much cash you know. 
• Exclusiveness: I like to be alone sometimes... just have to work things out.
• Cupidity: Haha, I'm contented with what I have now :P
• Laziness: Definitely, but once I started, it's rock and rock~
• Dissimulation: I'm still learning this though... 
  

Zzz... that's what I think of myself, maybe it's true... maybe it's not :P Never rule out the possibility of anything from happening. Fate has a strange way of working things out... nothing last forever. 

Don't know if there's meeting tomorrow, just got to wake up a bit early to do some editing. Let's pray for the worst :P Hehe~ Time to sleep... Nites

Super super tired~

Oh no! I slept for like only 3 hours yesterday and still I'm able to go chiong and help my ah ma. Don't even have time for a nap! Did I tell you that today is the 1st day my ah ma see my new hairstyle? She haven't seen me for a few days since I've been going out and returning rather late recently. 

Go to say.. this is no good news to my pocket! It's burning holes in my pocket :P Been spending quite a lot recently and still have to save for the present :S But no worries, I think I can make it. Anyway~ back to my ah ma... while helping her... some of the regulars commented on my hairstyle. Lol, all say good good! -.-''' I think that to them, as long as it's not too long, it's okay ("traditional perception"). I remembered an aunty said something about JJ Lim and karaoke but I can't remember clearly. Anyway, I think that I'm getting more and more accustomed to this hairstyle already :P

After that, went to meet Jia Ming around 3pm. And he reached like 3.30pm? What the... Anyway, it's okay since he brought gifts for us for Taiwan~ A vest with a hoodie and a ear stud for me. Haha, think I will figure out some ways to wear the vest :P

Went to Cineleisure to watch the movie " Race to witch mountain". *If I remember correctly* But before the movie start, went to Hong Kong cafe to eat. Super filling since there's quite a number of side dishes. Erm... where am I? Oh ya, the movie, the movie is about alien and stuff. Which to me is a rather "expected" movie since you know what's coming next and stuff. But overall, the story line is good enough. I'm not going to rate it since I'm not some journalist writing a review of the show :P But I would if you are into aliens and action movies, you should give this movie a try :S

To cut the long story short, went to Changi Airport to slack around and went to Hong Kong cafe again -.-''' Siao one ah~ I tell you. We managed to catch the last train fom the airport but we missed the last train going to City Hall -.-''' So we took train to Pasir Ris to take bus to Bishan, since we missed 88... and walked home. During the journey on the bus, I think about quite a number of things... and time passes quickly. Within a blink of an eye *literally*, we arrived at Bishan after an hour of travel. Zzz.. still need to sell porridge later... time to sleep.

For now, I shall stop thinking about all those things. 

*Notice!* 

Hmmm, haven't been spending time with myself recently, I may go M.I.A for awhile.

Lappy~

Hmmm, didn't have enough sleep... think that I'm going "zombie" soon. Anyway, the day was quite packed. The gang came over to my house to use lappy and stuff. Haha,the main purpose of coming to my house was to help James with his laptop problems~ Lol, never seen before such a messy desktop! Time to cleanup :P

Haha, lucky for me, I have the habit of clearing my desktop and defragmenting my lappy. So it's still in an okay condition. Time passes quickly... the lappy has been with me for 2 long years. Haha, wonder will it last for another few years :P Thinking of it, I remember that I used to have the habit of re-formatting my lappy once holiday starts. Lol, don't ask me why... I also don't know!

Slacked around my house before leaving for Dhobby Ghaut to walk around and had our dinner at KFC. Anyway, went back to Tpy after that walked around and met up with them again at Braddell Mac to use lappy (well, I didn't get to use it though... SOMEONE was using it) ^.^ Haha, discovered quite a number of old photos that I didn't even know that it existed. Here's one of them:  

Lol, I think my fringe look good here :P If I'm not wrong, it's somewhere near the "K-box era" picture. Haha, who knows... maybe I will grow my fringe back to this :P Super tired... time to sleep~

Steamboat...

Went to my sister's house and waited for my nephew to finish school before going to steamboat. Well, I must say that my endurance has gotten better. I still remember, in the past, I will be more easily irritated and stuff. Haha, although I still have some flactuation every now and then, I guess that's normal :) Just like the weather... there's sunny and rainy days... so I guess it applies to me too.

The steamboat was super filling! And the journey was filled with laughs for me. Lol, seeing my nephew taking a packet of cheesecake and hitting it on his head, saying rock hard :P Treated my nephew to some arcade games since my sister was reluctant to let him play at first, but joined in later. And he exchanged the tickets for a lollipop, a pencil and a yoyo. I think that although he can be naughty at times, it's important for me to give him some pleasant childhood memories. Hmmm, it's hard for me to explain it in words, but I do know what I mean.

After a long walk, went home then went out again to meet Pei Ying, Yuan Ling and James at Lorong 8 market with my new hairstyle. The feedback? Hmmm, I don't think I want to talk about it... but my nephew say my new hairstyle look like Ella for S.H.E -.-''' What the hell... anyway, I think that I'm slowly accustoming to the new hairstyle already... just feeling a bit out of place every now and then... just like when I put on hairband for the first time. Tired... Sentosa trip cancelled, maybe someone can do a make-up session for this Sentosa trip ya? *Hint hint* 

Oh ya, changed abit of the blog thingy... will update soon on my new picture~

Till then, Ciaos~

Hair-cutting

Met up with James to cut hair just now. Herrherr~ Look wierd in this new hairstyle. Look kind of like a helmet. Nevermind, I believe I will get to terms with my new hairstyle soon. 

Well, I'm quite particular about choosing a date for everyday... even for hair cutting. But I believe that it's a good enough day to cut it :) More updates and new pictures soon~

K-box~

Hehe, went to sing K with Maylwin, James and Zhen He at KBP. Had a lot of fun singing and I think that I sing the most for this session~ Got to say, I haven sing enough, even though I'm singing from like 7pm to closing? Haha, I sang almost all the songs they sang, even if I'm not familiar with some songs, I still managed to "catch" the rhythm~ 

So we were singing and Zhen He had to leave early so both James and Maylwin paiseh me in the room while they go to send Zhen He off and went for their Bee Hoon. So I was like solo-ing for more than half and hour? Anyway, I still enjoy myself. Here's a picture~

Haha, been awhile since I met up with Maylwin and Zhen He. If I remembered correctly, the last time we met were for badminton a few months ago. Haha, guess that I'm a vibe-sucker of some sort :P And she sure have some good vibes for me to feed on~ Thanks May for the souvenir :)

Opps, did I mention that Pei Ying and Yuan Ling were also at KBP singing? Anyway, to cut the long story short... we walked home together, Amk to Tpy. Chatted with May quite abit... well actually all the way, since it's hard to find the same type of people (Science people) that I can readily chat with. Anyway, here I am blogging, that means that I'm pretty much alive, right? Wrong! I'm darn tired, going to sleep~ Nites.

Finally, I did something good...

Hmmm, been a long long day, just reached home. Lol, I've been out like for almost 12 hours? Maybe more... Super tired and still need to wake up early for the N.E project meeting :S Anyway, tabao food to Pei Ying's house to eat and keep her company, alongside with Yuan Ling and Pei Xuan.

After which, when we were leaving her house, we saw this cat that has been stuck for like around 2 hours (saw on our way there)? Lol, did try a number of method to get the cat down, but I guess it's too frighten and hungry to jump down to the 1st level. 

Anyway, too cut the long story short, I climbed up to the 2nd level to get the cat down. When I went near the cat, it's first reaction was like "Get away from me!". Lol, you will know where I mean if you seen the cat's reaction. Hmmm, after that, I was a bit hesistant to go near to it. Anyway, this is a picture while attempting to "catch" the cat:

Lol, get what? The method didn't succeed, placing the cat into a basket and bring it down. As soon as I get hold of the cat and place it in the basket,  it just jump out and went to the edges again -.-''' Then I heard someone say, throw the cat down! Lol, of course there's people holding on a blanket to "hop" the cat. Did resist abit when they said that, but there's no choice though.  

I guess that doing the "stuntman" job did attraction quite some attention too :X Anyway, I like cat, but I never carried them... since I prefer the cats to come to me instead. So it's like my 1st time carrying a cat and throwing it down :P While throwing the cat down, the cat struggled and did also look at me... Anyway, kanna poke by the cat and now my hands got 4 holes. Seems to me that either of my hands wouldn't be like how it used to look... which is normal :P If you know what I mean.

When to Coffeebean with the girls to slack abit further and decided to go Pasir Ris to 吹海风. So meet up with James and took train over to the beach, with the thoughts of staying over. Anyway, after reaching downtown east, dine with the gang and kevin. And literally 吹海风 all the way till around 2am? Before cabbing to Tpy for supper with James before heading home.

I guess for me, sometimes, I prefer their company but I don't talk much, I listen. Lol, withdrawn... as what they say :P Hmmm, guess that it's a feeling that's hard for me to describe. Did managed to irritate one of them with me singing, since I been singing for like hours non-stop since we 吹海风. Haha, going to sleep now. Busy day ahead!

Caution! Long and Random Post!

Ever wonder what's the purpose of memory? It's scary to think that we use only a small percentage of our brain, and yet there are things that we remember so vividly that it's as if it happened yesterday. Wonder how different will it be if we are able to increase the usage of our brain :P

To me, I think that the main purpose of having a memory may include, remembering and recognising. While some people are born with memories imparted from somewhere, most of us starts with practically nothing (in terms of memory) and slowly building it up with the passing years. 

When we were small, we tend to associate things with either a positive or negative attribute with personal experience. And most of the time, these building blocks make up some parts of our fears and the way we react to one stimuli or another. Just like how someone may have a fear for dogs after been bitten when they are young. 

Of course there's another type which is induced to us that may not require any personal experience. Remember, someone telling you "Eee, this is not good !" and you replied with similar answer when someone else asked about the same thing even though you have not try it? Lol, I'm seeing stars on you people already :P Anyway this is not a very good example ! Of course, when we grow older and begin to develop our own perception and understanding of things, we begin to see things from a different light :)

So many thoughts... but so little time to express it. Hmmm, singing is a good way of relieving and expressing oneself (at least for me) :P Thinking back, I started exposing myself to music (on a regular basis) around secondary 4 or 5 (okay... I know I'm a late bloomer) and I've been listening, learning and singing ever since :) Exposure to chinese songs happened when I started working at K-box since I don't listen to radio and stuff... Lol, don't ask me what I used to do before that... probably something that you will do in the stone age era :P

Notice, how selective one can be in terms of speech and words? Lol, here's the real highlight of today's post. People tend to be selective for different reasons, protecting or maintaining of one's image to even boosting one's image (if you know how :P). Of course, there's those that have some dark secrets to hide *grinz*. 

Hmmm, saw today's horoscope and it goes like this:

It is important for you to not over-analyze every little detail of your situation at this time, dear Scorpio, especially when it comes to issues regarding love and romance. It could be that you are jumping to ridiculous conclusions based on purely circumstantial evidence. Don't lose sleep over things that you don't even know to be true. Release your stranglehold on certain issues, and concentrate on simply rebuilding your own self-confidence.   

Hmmm, is this horoscope based on my post or is my post based on this horoscope? Hehe, I can tell you that it's none of the above :P Just want to clarify about the sleeping part... I've slept just now okay~ after meeting up with Yuan Ling and Pei Ying :) Lol, sound like I'm on my brim of sanity, lol, don't know why so 有墨水 today. Hmmm, maybe I'm just a little exhausted. Think I really need to go 吹海风 soon... if not my condition may worsen :P 

Since this post is about randomness... let me tell you something, just started writing the lyrics of some songs that I'm learning now... Kind of having a songbook. Whee~ *Flying around* Okay... I can feel it worsening already! Still need to wake up early to help my ah ma... time to sleep (again) :) 

To those reading this post: Bye bye~ *waving* ^.^

When You Believe

Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could, ooh yes

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe
Mmm, yeah

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say  

There can be miracles
When you believe (when you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill (mmm)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (you can achieve)
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask (Oh)
And it's easy to give in to your fears (Oh...Ohhhh)
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small but still resilient voice
Says love is very near (Ohhh)

There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (when you believe, yeah)
(Though hope is frail)
Though hope is frail (it's hard)
It's hard to kill (hard to kill, oh, yeah)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve, oh)
When you believe somehow you will
(Somehow, somehow, somehow)
Somehow you will (I know, I know, know)
You will when you believe (when you)
Oh, oh
You will when you
You will when you believe
Ooh
Oh, oh
(You will when you believe)
You will when you believe

Hmmm, slept at around 6am in the morning today after seeing the rain stop. And I asked myself... "When is the last time I got drenched in the rain?" Lol, don't ask me why, but it just popped into my mind :) 

Woke up at around 1 after been disturbed by my aunt and I watched the Oprah show where they discuss about a topic which I find interesting and I'll talk about it in a little while. Anyway, went to Pei Ying's house for my breakfast cum lunch after the show, ate 2 bowls of soba noodles and after that slacked at her house before going to Potong Pasir for Mac. Lots of thing happened (maybe not alot), but I shan't talk about it. Haha, anyway, I think my stalking skill have increased :P

Talking about the Oprah show, they were talking about the laws of attraction. It talks about how our mindset and by selective focus, we can "attract" things to us (This is a summarised version :P). Of course, it also depend on the energy that we surround ourselves with, negative thinking/energy will attract more negative vibes and vice versa. They also talked about forgiving, and by doing so, helps with the "circulation" of this energy... blah blah blah. Lol, in all, it means you get what you give :) Simple?

Hehe~ Just trying to make my post looks longer :P Anyway, changed my music box again :P Enjoy!

One last sentence: Similar events will occur again and again until the lesson is learnt. Think!

Hmmm, have been slacking quite abit recently. Anyway, went to my sister's house on sunday after helping my ah ma. Played Monopoly and Snakes & Ladders with my nephew while my sister when for a nap after having dinner. Got to say that everytime I leave her house, I won't go home empty-handed :) Here's the masks she gave me, once again from the 我的美丽曰记 series~

I think she's abit obsess with buying it liao... still have boxes of them left and there's still orders that she have not received. Anyway, she say she will give me to try after it arrive :P

As for today, went to meet up with James they all to Orchard to look for jobs. Hmmm, I would say not very successful. Anyway, went to the hongkong cafe @ Cine to eat. Super filling! Lol, maybe it's because I ate fried rice before going out.  Haha, anyway, my main purpose is to walk walk and be under the sunlight... so I fulfiled my purpose of being there.  

After going back to Tpy, went to blk 237 to play 2 rounds of monopoly since they are participating in some monopoly competition. Lol, managed to win a round and agar agar know the strategy to win when playing monopoly. But found out that the rule we were playing were not the same as the competition rules, but who cares? I not participating :P

Well, results came up on the 17th and I think I did okay... consider I didn't really study for it. Got to say Maths-related modules are always disaster for me :X Maybe I'm just not good in complicated maths :P Hmmm, been thinking of fulfiling this few things before school starts again:

• K-box session
• Go 吹海风
• Sentosa! Sun tan~

Haha, can't think of anything to add to this list for now... let's see if it will increase~ 

Runnin'

Haha, went to Macritchie Reservoir today for a jog (well, maybe more of a walk) with yuan ling. And taken some photos on the journey :P 

Hehe~ Saw some monkeys on the way. Haha, Maybe I can attempt to take picture with them :P

Lol, maybe I should walk the trails in Macritchie one day :S Haha, kind of like tourist, taking picture where ever I go and getting some stares from people :P Lol, but who cares? Been trying to release the crazy-side of me, hehe~ not withholding myself so much... Some more, it's holiday! So I guess it's okay to be crazy for a little while later :P

Hmmm, been fluctuating a bit recently, lol, forgotten to take my medicine from the pharmacy :P But it's still within control. Zzz... been wanting to go to Pasir Ris park(or anywhere) to feel the sea breeze for awhile... Been quite awhile since I've go there, hope I will go there soon :P

Hmmm, this was taken the day before, and realised that there seem to be a never-ending construction going on around this area... Before 1 is completed, another project arises. Hmmm, look so different from the past. Spent quite some money with the fluctuating mood these few days, buying things and eating... Let's see how it will go... :S

Did nothing much today. Wash clothes, hang them to dry, then went out to slack around with friends. Went to the night market to walk walk and eat eat. Hehe~ After that went to Pei xuan's house downstair to slack and sing :P

Lol, since there's nothing to do, took a picture that I think have quite a good effect :P

Lol, I didn't know I look like ghost eh~ Haha, some more no make up, no nothing, all natural. Super tired now, need to wake up early to go bishan NTUC to buy food to cook. Hehe~ Let's see what will happen :)

That's all for now~ 

不只是朋友 & 藍天

Today~

Zzz, went to Orchard today to walk walk and I can't help but to notice a few staring eyes on me when there's quite a number of guys with long hair around. Haha, maybe I'm a bit too "outstanding"? 

Anyway, ate delifrance again for lunch and the services SUCKS! <-- See this, it's not sucks with capital s only, but with the whole word at capital form. Wah, don't know if the person got short term memory or is she deaf (cum blind) *in a certain sense*. Just the whole dining experience is not so good... service-wise. 

Walked around for the second time this week at Orchard but lucky for me, didn't go to Far-east plaza again :S After that, went to Cine-leisure to wait for parthip to finish work before heading back to lorong 8 for dinner.

Well, a few things came to my mind... one of them is how open-minded are people to bisexuality or homosexuality? Hmmm, to me, I think that I've quite a liberal thinking and thinks that it's okay (to a certain extend) and my tolerance level is also quite high... *hmmm, a bit no link* Anyway, I acknowledge their presence and have not prejudice against them too ^.^ Haha, don't mind knowing more of them and try to figure out how they think :P

Have been thinking of cutting my hair... at least the fringe. But I'm still thinking of the style and stuff. And also finding a good pair of hands to cut my hair, lol, maybe one that can work wonders :P Let's see how things will go~

This week so far...

Haha, this is my 80th post already! Haha, have been kind of busy with things this week so far but I've cleared my room already! So at the very least, I have accomplished something for this week. 

Went to my sister's house this week to lend her my lappy and she gave me some stuff as usual plus a lil' extra something :P Anyway, rushed down for running that day and did more or less manage to be there on time. Zzz... think that I should run more often, lol, it's still kind of not enough for me :S Well well, I forgotten about the date, so it will be kind of jumpy every now and

 then :X

Hmmm, let's see what else I remember... hmmm, when to meet peixuan after our run and celebrate her b'day at midnight and went to k-box in the morning to sing. Haha, I still can't catch the music if I off the voice. Lol, so it was kind of messy and some serious off-keys :P Haha, maybe can train this with more k-box outing. *hint hint* ^.^ So here is some pictures of the singing session:

Haha, see the invi-hand? Lol, so pro eh? Don't ask me what song I'm singing cause I only know that I sing a little bit of every song they sing :S

 
Zzz, about this picture... look great. But, I can't help but to notice that my face is so chubby! -.-''' No really a good sign for me. Getting fat in the wrong place, but I think I look nicer like that :P *comforting myself* Hmmm, maybe I should do something about my face...

For thursday, go to school for NE meeting, nice combination of people. Quite fruitful, with people giving suggestions and stuff, things went pretty smoothly and did a little more than expected. Had dinner at Mac with them and chatted a little. Zzz, maybe I shouldn't have mentioned my ah ma, now they are aiming my ah ma for the interview -.-''' Let's see what I can do about this.

Went home after that and found a box of jigsaw puzzle. So, I decided to complete it since I still have the frame and stuff. After a hour or two *maybe more*, I completed it and it looks like this:

Hehe, nice right? And so cute also ^.^ Well the chipmunks have always been one of the few favourite cartoon character of mine. So I put this on the top of my cabinet. Hahahaha~ After that applied the mask my sis gave me. It is also one of the 我的美丽曰记 series and it's the White Truffle Fantastic Whitening Mask :P Lol, super long name but a rather good mask also. This is how it looks like:

Off to sleep with the mask on~ Hehe.

Diao~

Zzz... thought holiday can rest but I still can't rest as much as I want to. See how it goes :P Lol, busy week, been having gatherings and runs recently plus this thursday have to go to school for NE project -.-''' I think that my thursdays to come will all be occupied... :S

Hmmm, running was good today, did sweat and stuf, but I think that I can do better than this :P No time for yoga and stuff yet. I wonder if I even have time for that but I'll try. Plus plus, I have not clean up my room! Oh no~ It's in a mess now. Think that it will take me some time to sort things up. Zzz, so this means that my thurdays are occupied by project and my saturdays and sundays are taken up by my ah ma. Diao*

Hope I can tahan all this :P 

Ciaos~

Rain rain go away...

Zzz, was stucked at the roof-top garden for quite some time as it was pouring. Intially, we were sitting on the bench then as the rain become more intense, we moved to the floor to sit before settling down on the stairs. Lol, since there's nothing to do, i entertained myself with singing while the girls try to get some nap. Here's a picture of it:

After the rain stop, we quickly rushed to central since we can still do something there. Walked around and met up with Jia ming to go Bishan before he headed to Taiwan for a month and he treated us Coffeebean thingy *if I'm not wrong*. Here's a picture so me eating the cake on diet week:

 

Haha, that's not the end of the day. Went back to Tpy and settled somewhere near peixuan's house to meet her and james. In the mean time, we were playing a game where we have to sing a randomly played song that we need to guess. Lol, have fun playing that, but it was a super long day! Waited till around 2 plus before peixuan came... lol, I was dead tired by then so I off to sleep already~