1st day...

It's been a long and tiring day... Zzz... woke up at 8.40am to have my breakfast before preparing for my run. Hmmm, the running was okay, the sun was burning and was feel a bit dizzy after the run. Lol, I think it's because I've not adapt to running on day time.

Haha, after that went to a lot of place... Went to NTUC after running to buy some food, then met up with Yuan Ling at Bishan before heading to Peiying's house for lunch and to do mask :P Nice, soba noodle by the way :P The journey doesn't end there... After that went to Yuan Ling's house to help her out with her make-up (actually I go there see only) then inhale too much of the moisture until I headache -.-''' 

After sending her off at the MRT station, we went to Central to have dinner and walk around. Then we walk to the nearby Wedding shop there where... *fade away* Lol, anyway, long long journey plus long long story. So I reached home at around 8pm? So I was like out of home for almost half a day -.-''' So I quite tired now and I'm trying to summarise the super long story since I quite good at it :P Zzz... anyway, here's what I eat for today, so far:

1. 2 egg
2. Soba noodle (yum yum!)
3. Half a slice of bread
4. Yong Tau Foo
5. 2 plain waffle
6. Honey water

Lol, maybe I'll drink some Nutrisoy and eat a slice of bread before going to sleep :) Hehe~ 

Opps, starting a new diet tomorrow... lol... launched by peiying.. the healthy lifestyle month :P Zzz... haha, see how it goes.

Hmmm, have been stimulated after reading some article on the net... Well, every now and then, I will take a stroll down memory lane. And with each walk, I seem to get some kind of epiphany and gained more insights on myself... things that I can't see or feel when it's happening.

I guess that there's a difference dwelling and "revisiting". Well, I must admit that I'm no stranger in dwelling for some moments of my life. And I think that it's a process that most of us have been through. But I would say that I'm freed from whatever things that used to linger... by singing :P 

Here's a definition of dwell: to live or continue in a given condition or state. Well, I guess that I will use it from a more "negative" perspective although you can also dwell in happiness ^.^ 

Oh ya, watched the Oprah show today and they were interviewing a man who forgive his son after he (the son) orchestrated the killing of his younger brother and mother. And it managed to get the message across to most people.

Anyway, talking about holiday. Other than the healthy lifestyle thingy, I decided that I should get back to meditating and some basic yoga. Of course there's also reading books, learning stuff and clearing my room :)

Zzz... I guess I will stop here. If not, this can turn into a page long post :P Hehe~ Before I end my post, I'll leave this to you:

Don't cry because it is over... Smile because it happened.

Womanizer - The All-American Reject

Diao*

Lol, back from my exam... just when I thought the hardest paper had passed... then came Biochemistry -.-''' Haha, first time do until got blanks one :P 

Anyway, it was not a very good start for me. Was preparing for school, so I went to bathe. When I looked at the clock when I came out, it's like 12.15pm already? So I rushed down to school for the exam and reached like around 12.47pm? *Late for almost 2o minutes* Haha, it's also the 1st time in exam that I feel that time passed by quickly. Anyway, think that overall, should still be able to make it. See how lor...

4 down 1 to go... and I will be free~ :)

Exams...

Wah~ another week is coming to an end soon. Left 2 more papers to go and I'm a free man! Can slack at home and do the things I want to do :P A semester break for me is a period of time to recharge myself and prepared (perhaps start afresh?) for the new semester. 

For this semester and the last one, I have not accomplish the things I want due to my undisciplined mind. Instead of resisting to the temptations and discipline myself, I literally embrace them :P So during this month of break, I'll try to get back to my secondary school day's flexibility and tame my mind. Of course, not forgetting about exercising. 

Hmmm, for the past 3 papers, Biostatistic is the hardest for me (I'm not a maths person), and I think that the up-coming papers will be easier. Been busying for this week or so and I'm not getting enough sleep! So if I'm a bit "siao" or "emo", it's either I've short-circuited or low-bat :P 

Found a new song today, well, it's kinda old... titled "A Change Is Gonna Come", Here's the lyrics:

There's an old friend 

That I once heard say

Something that touched my heart

And it began this way  

I was born by the river 

In a little tent 

And just like the river 

I've been runnin' ever since 

He said it's been a long time comin' 

But I know my change is gonna come 

Oh yeah   

He said it's been too hard livin' 

But I'm afraid to die 

I might not be if I knew 

What was up there beyond the sky 

It's been a long, a long time comin' 

But I know my change has got to come 

Oh yeah   

I went, I went to my brother 

And I asked him, "Brother Could you help me, please?" 

He said, "Good sister I'd like to but I'm not able" 

And when I, when I looked around I was right back down 

Down on my bended knees 

Yes I was, oh   

There've been times that I thought 

I thought that I wouldn't last for long 

But somehow right now I believe 

That I'm able, I'm able to carry on 

I tell you that it's been along 

And oh it's been an uphill journey 

All the way 

But I know, I know, I know I know my change is gonna come 

Sometimes I had to cry all night long 

Yes I did 

Sometimes I had to give up right 

For what I knew was wrong 

Yes it's been an uphill journey 

It's sure's been a long way comin' 

Yes it has It's been real hard 

Every step of the way 

But I believe, I believe 

This evenin' my change is come 

Yeah I tell you that 

My change is come..

Somehow, this song got me thinking...

The LaBelle is back after some 30 years!

Here's some video of some new and old songs:

Dear Rosa, a tribute to Rosa Parks:

From their new album, Super lover (live):

And one of their classic hits, Lady Marmalade:

14th February...

Valentine's day or Saint Valentine's day is an occasion where lovers express their love for one another and is celebrated throughout the world. 

However, in some countries, it is also friendship day or friends day as joli would call it.

So, how do you define a friend? Here's a poem that I found titled "The meaning of a friend":

Someone turned to me and asked

"How many friends have you?"

Why 10 or 20 friends I believe

And began to named a few...

 

A blessed one you are

To have so many friends

But think of what you're saying...

A friend is just not someone

To whom you say "Hello"

 

A friend is a tender shoulder

On which to softly cry

A well to pour your troubles down

And raise your spirits high

 

A friend is a hand to pull you up

From darkness and despair...

When all your other "so called" friends

Have helped to put you there

 

A true friend is an ally

Who can't be moved or bought

A voice to keep your name alive

When others have forgot

 

But most of all a friend has a true heart

For from the hearts of friends

There comes the greatest love of all!

 

So think about all this

For every word is true

And once again answer please...

How many friends have you?

 

After much thought I answered

I really only have just one

"It's You!"

 

A Friend Is Always Special

Because Friends Love You

Just Because You're You! 

Here's a video of the song, "That's what friends are for'' by Gladys Knight, Patti Labelle and Dionne Warwick:

@.@

Zzz... just reached home not long ago after a night of studying at Macdonald. Well, a whole night of studying was a bit exaggerating, maybe half a night :P

Didn't managed to cover as much as I wanted but I guess it's okay. I'll try to finish it later... if possible tonight :S It's been awhile since I've been awake till this time... miss those days when I saw children heading toward school. Reminds me of those memories that's with me.

Some people say that the longer the memories, the clearer you will remember. As if it was yesterday... Waking up at 5.30am to bathe and walking to school and see those familiar faces on the way. Well, years have passed since I last did that and I'm rather surprise to see those familiar faces, doing the same things they use to do.

Have been reflecting and going back to the past. And I realised how fortunate I am as a child, having a loving and caring mother even though the family is not as complete as it can be.

Remember those primary school days... where my mum will wake me up and wipe my face with a towel before rushing to school. Waiting for me at the school gate to pass me my lunch set that she prepared and coming back at the end of the day to fetch me home for dinner... Even though it may just be luncheon meat with rice, it's a taste hard to forget and hard to find.

Life was tough, yet my mum always try not to make me feel deprived... spending quanlity time with us even though she has to work from the evening to the wee hours and buying me a gameboy even during the poorest of time which I still kept it with me till now. How I wish I could go back to those days... but I know that's impossible.  

Sentosa~

Hmmm, went to sentosa today to sun-tan... But the ray is not strong enough to get me tanned :( Maybe I will go again someday :P Hmmm, was a fun day and time passes rather quickly with tanning and playing in the water.

After that, went to the southernmost point of asia continent, where we slacked for awhile. Here's a picture of us:  

Zzz... went to see the bird show that and it's kind of the standard old stuff. So it was kind of boring for me since I know what's going to happen next. Hmmm, after that when to eat and stuff and at night meet up with the gang again. Super-tired! Revision starting soon... Zzz....

Random

Been rather busy recently, hmmm, 2nd day of the study week... I haven started on my revision yet. Lots of things came across my mind and begin to think of some of the issues that came up.

Posted 2 entries a few days ago, 1 of them, 坏人 by 方炯鑌 and the other is the lyrics of Moon Crying by Koda Kumi, both of which are meaningful. Exam is coming and I'm starting to feel the heat. Lot's of stuff to cover in a limited time. Maybe I should use a new method to study and compared the results of it.

Well, some things just seems to come in pair.. you can't believe one of them and not the other. Angel and demon is just one of the many examples that's available. I'm beginning to question my existence here... and what's my final goal in life.

What I need is a guiding light that can lead me out of this darkness...

Moon crying...

Kimi to yoku aruita

Itsumo no michi to watashi
Tsuki to aruki nagara
Kanashii merodii

Anna kao wo saseru tsumori jyana katta no
Tada "suki" na dake na no ni
Kimi wo kanashimasete shimatta
Ano hi no namida

Aitai kimochi wa
Donna ni tsutaetemo tsutaekirenai
Afure dashita kotoba ga todoku nara
Kimi wo omoi utaitai yo

Aitai kimochi wa
Donna ni tsutaetemo tsutaekirenai
Mata konya mo omotta koto hitotsu
Ima mo kimi wo aishiteruto...

Aeba wagamama bakari
Dokidoki ii sugita tokimo
Waratte yurushita
Otona na kimi de

Kodoku ni omotta kimi ni
"Kidzuku koto ga dekita" nara
"Sotto te sashi no berareta" nara
"Nukumori" mo "korekara" mo
"Futari de..." datta?

Aitai kimochi wa
Donna ni tsutaetemo tsutaekirenai
Afure dashita kotoba ga todoku nara
Kimi wo omoi utaitai yo

Ano hi ni modoreru no naraba
Kore ijyou nani mo iranai
Mata konya mo omotta koto hitotsu
Ima mo kimi wo aishiteruto...

Kotoba ni dekinai omoi wo
Kono uta de ima tsutaetai
Afure dashita kimochi ga todoku nara
Kimi wo omoi utaitai yo

Konya mo oo sora wo miage
Tsuki ga terasu sono basho eto
Taisetsu na hito to domo ni arukitai
Zutto zutto soba ni itai

Tsunaidate wo hanasanaide...

壞人

-.-'''

Haha, at Braddell Mac now, just finished doing the past year papers for Micro B. Lol, so hardworking! I can't believe myself, hehe~ It's 3 plus now and I'm having lesson like 8? And I have to wake up at like 5? Zzz... tiring day. Here's me studying:

Look wierd in spectacles eh? Haha, think will reach home around 4plus... Leaving liao... Ciaos~